Lies for the liars.

Just got home.
Almost scared some factory worker to death 'cause I was walking behind him & not making much noise. Prolly thought I was some mugger out to get some loot from him.

Anyways, I've been thinking lately.
Life for me isn't the same as before. I've let myself rot too much for far too long.
I haven't been honest to ppl around me & most importantly, I haven't been honest to myself.
Gyea, situation in the family ain't the one I would wish for but I can only do that much. I can no longer use it as an excuse to fall further & let it take control of my life. As much as I love my family, I can only pray that it gets better. & I have faith that it will.

Its so much easier to let everything just crumble down with me going down with it. So much so that sinning seems to be almost a norm.
But that's not the way I want it to be. I know for sure that life's has much more purpose than I can imagine. I may not know what is it now but I'm that damn sure that its for a better ending.
& all this starts right.....now.




"It's when i seem to lose the only thing I care.
I realized and saw its light in the night.
I was beside a sparkling source of life, but sometimes I still saw my death behind that smile.

I'll be better with no remorse, but can I stop seeing you everywhere?
Run away, things are getting worst.
I can't stop believing you'll be there.

Lies, I used to understand them.
And all this time, I never comprehend them."

Collide your soul with mine.

Didn't go school today, had block nose & flu.
Apparently, a previous nose-bleed dried around some mucus & got stuck in my nose.
Gyea I know, ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Match with RI today.
Didn't win but our performance is much better than last year's encounter with them.
Match with ACS Barker next Monday seems hopeful all of the sudden.

Tmrw plans:
1) School
2) Lunch with CG
3) Drum prac.

Totally stoked, eh?







"Collide your soul with mine & I'll send your soul to the hell that it came from.
By this I know you'll never set your eyes on a quest you can't survive.
There's no surprise, your head hangs from my hand.
Your mouth won't seal your lies."

Chelsea Smile.

Eh oh wassuppzxc boys & girls.
This week went pretty well, although I haven't been feeling well these few days.
Blame it on the southern weather eh?

Didn't go school on Friday, don't see the point anyways.
3 lessons with no recess. Then its X-Country after that.
Whattheballzxc?
Went church to finish up effects pacth for Sat svc & for CG meeting instead.
Pst Josh Kelsey was preaching this week & he was going through OSS with Phenomena.
Super powerful man. You could practically feel the songs are much more impactful than usual.

Was supposed to go CIP but totally overslept so went church straight instead.
Svc went well according to some ppl but I felt I could've done better but hey, I did my best & that's what counts, right? [:

Had maths tuition on Sunday morning.
Totally shacked after that, running nose didn't help much neither.
Took a nap till 6+ before having dinner with family.
Scrumptious dinner & company of cousins did lift my spirits though, so I guess it was all good.


School tmrw,
Monday blues no doubt.